Well here it is Thursday evening… And my second time writing this post because it didn’t save this morning! But, oh well. No surprise here. Seems like anything and everything that could possibly go wrong does. Every f*cking time lately. Hoping to catch a break! But Anyways…..It’s March 2nd so I decided to share my goals for this month. After a disappointing start to my year hopefully this is the month that turns it around! ( Not holding my breath though)….
- First and foremost I want to find a good job. I’VE already gotten offered 5 but everyone was a deadend or I had to chase my pay. I can’t do that! I need to work steady and be paid regularly. The sooner the better, because this wondering how I’m going to feed my kids or get gas money to get them back and forth to school is killing me, for real. I can’t wait to make my own money and be able to say I am independent!!!
- Next, I want to figure out how to start generating some sort of income from this blog. It’s a hobby , but would be nice to get paid to do what i enjoy! Would make me feel better about it too…. Right now while I’m blogging I’m thinking of how I should be doing something to take care of my kids, but if I was making money to take care of them, poof guilt gone !
- Last but not least, I want to take off about 15 lbs. I’m still carrying around that extra holiday weight. Then with my life in the state it is in I have been stress eating,and now I need to get back at it. I am working on a SPRING FLING FITNESS CHALLENGE right now that will hopefully help with that. Watch out for that and join me to see what kind of results we can get!
Hopefully soon I’ll see that light at the end of the tunnel. Been trying to be strong but i don’t know how long I can do it. Anything and everything that can go wrong does. I will keep going though with a smile on my face but tears in my eyes. For my kids….